Happiest
You did NOTHING to warrant a mechila from the CR.
Obviously you have such a high neshama that Hashem feels that you can handle big challenges. I personally find it incredible that despite your big peckel, you can write such a powerful post so full of appreciation and bracha to the CR.
You are obviously amazing and special, and may you realize it yourself this year.
Amen to your brachos, and same to you.