Blue,
it seems that you are reading or listening to something that makes you so offended, leading to you considering others so offensive to you that you are now allowed to use any means possible to fight the “evil”. No wonder you notice that even people in your shul are reporting you to police, if I parse your statements correctly. As Satmer suggest, try – for a little while – live ehrliche Jewish life and see if police is still pursuing you. Then come here and report.
